Life

I want to get out too ;P Feeling so grounded for a good part of my life. I’m ready to see something new. See something beautiful. See some mountains. See some snow. See some leaves change colors. See colors. See green. Experience the joys of rain. Experience the coldness of snow. I just want to go. But it’s like I can’t. I can’t for a long while, and it makes me kind of sad. I can’t just go. I highly doubt I can support myself anywhere else. But don’t worry Dez, if you work hard, you can make it happen. Just keep on. And don’t forget, you have the support you need from Emilio :) You’re very capable of making this happen for yourself. It may not be anytime soon, but patience and hard work will make it happen <3

Anywhere but here, here I come! 

Typing an outline on all things that should be said in fight explanations for DS. Like seriously? Who does that? I do. I have to though if I want to explain fights well & be raid leader & whatnot. Only way it’s gonna work for me.

Plus it’s just an outline. Something quick to look at when I’m explaining stuff. Man. I’m going to be explaining fights in depth for awhile since of the new players I want to bring in. But even then, simple stuff. Most of the people will know fight already. 

Omg. I’m just really excited to do this :D You guys just have no idea.

This outline is kind of sloppy, but like at the same time not. Like it’s organized, but to me, it can be more organized. So I’ll fix that when I’m done.

I think I’m just gonna do the 1st 5 bosses. I don’t think we’ll be getting to Blackhorn anytime soon with this new group. Oh poop. I should also put trash in the outline too. Because trash in Dragon Soul is just annoying. Especially the trash before Ultraxion. Ugh. 

I’m ready to do this! And with my darlings knowledge or other classes, plus his natural leadership skills, will help a whole lot with my hopefully non crap leadership-ness.

And boy will you look at the time. It’s already after 3a >.< Ok yeah. defnintely going to sleep soon. Lol.

I don’t know man. I kind of like this dress. And by kind of, I mean a lot. Thing is I’m pretty short. What do you guys think?

I kind of think I’m in over my head. Leading raid team. I don’t know man. I think I can do it. I think I know all fights pretty well. Well enough to explain and execute plans. And also teach others about it too. I mean Bak really taught me a lot about raiding, and I’m ready to return the favor to others. I’m really excited :) I’m excited to form new raiders, and have a really nice raid team going. I love raiding. I love it more when it’s with people in guild and we’re all nice and cool with each other. It’s just really fun that way. I have to be a little serious, which shouldn’t be so hard since I can get serious during raids. But also going to keep it light and fun because it’s just better than way. Fun all the time, Serious when needed. I really should watch strat videos, but I mean I’m getting a lot of experience with how fights should be explained and a bunch of other things from being in pugs the past week. But definitely going to need someone in raid with me that knows other classes well. Definitely do want Emilio. He’s quite helpful :D But what better time to learn about other classes I suppose. 

Ah, well i’m sleepy. I suppose it’s time I head to bed.

I think this is exactly what I need. Something music I can work on. I miss it. I really miss that whole aspect of my life that I left behind in high school. So I have sheet music to Maybe I’m Amazed by Paul McCartney. And then this will be the cover that will be most epic that will get me loving singing again! And I plan to do like this pretty kickass video composed of multiple videos. Like those videos that record singing, and then have the other videos stacked on top playing the other instruments. Yeah that would be so awesome! This is my little self project. Because honestly it makes me sad that I don’t like making covers just for the fact that I think I suck. Probably doesn’t help that I don’t think the songs I was trying to do weren’t right for me. Even so, I was probably going about the songs the wrong way and making it sound more like the artist rather than tweaking it for myself. I’ll try again after Maybe I’m Amazed. If it goes well of course. I’m excited for this :)